the emotional

Guilt: Guilt is an emotion that we may experience by having feelings of having done wrong in some way that you have not been forgiven for; either by yourself or other people. You can also develop a fear of punishment , for your wrong doing. Guilt is a completely useless emotion that serves no other purpose than to punish and torture ourselves.

Distrust: You can have feelings of distrust towards yourself or other people. You can distrust your own inner voice or intuition as well. Distrust can create uncertainty and doubt about your choices, which then leads you to mainly rely on logic putting you out of touch with your intuition.

Shame: Shame is experienced as feelings of being unsure of ourselves which then results in low self esteem and low self confidence. Feelings of swallowing our self expression, ignoring our self expression, or being made wrong for our self expression. We hold this emotion in our throat and lung area.



Threat: You can feel threatened emotionally, physically, mentally, or spiritually. These threats can be real or imagined, the emotions are always real. Feeling unsafe or threatened can lead to living a life of fear and paranoia and often causes muscular tension in the back of the neck.

The "Shoulds": The "shoulds" are feelings that one should or should not have done something. These "shoulds" can feel like the weight of the world on your shoulders and can result in beating yourself up for these things. This can show up as a person being overly responsible or over compensating for a perceived deficiency.

Heartache and Betrayal: These are feelings of having our love rejected or having love that we receive cut off. Mildly, this can be experienced as disappointment; on the severe end this can be experienced as betrayal or having been emotionally stabbed in the back. This is often related to trust.

dark angel

Sometimes in metaphysics you will come across the phrase  "dark angel." There are many interpretations of what the dark angel means when it comes to the psychic arts. Some of them are more psychological and other is more cultural.
The most common interpretation of the dark angel is Lucifer. Lucifer is one of the original favorites of the Archangels in heaven and he fell from grace. In essence, he was kicked out of heaven for misbehavior, but got to keep his angel wings.  You often see depictions of Lucifer in angel art. He is one of the foremost players when it comes to the religious angels mentioned in the bible. Of course, if you are a practicing Satanist, you will never be asking your self if Lucifer is "angels or devil." The angel falls from heaven myth is absolutely crucial when it comes to studying the pantheons of angels and also drawings of angels. Lucifer is also one of the original natural angels, which is why he so often appears in angel art.

The feminine version of the dark angel of love is Lilith. Lilith is often described a first wife of Adam that is not mentioned in the Bible. As she was not made from man's rib, she became corrupted and was thrown out of the Garden of Eden. She is not mentioned in the Bible, but she is honored among some sects and even feminist sects that see her as the original earth mother. She is one of the amour angels in the sense that she symbolizes seduction.
Yet another interpretation of the dark angel is as a description of a lover. This could be a karmic relationship that is somehow troublesome or bad for you. The dark angel of love is someone in your life who you cannot stop thinking about or becoming obsessed about. It is the relationship that you are unable to handle or that causes you great grief. If you are a man, this dark angel is no doubt the "Lilith" in your life.

However, in contemporary times, most of us know the Dark Angel as a television series directed by James Cameron that ran from 2000 to 2002 on Fox television. The Dark Angel character was a genetically enhanced super soldier played by the actress Jessica Alba. She escapes from an oppressive government institution and trains to be an assassin with eleven other genetically enhanced human beings. Originally, this dark angel was supposed to be a film, but James Cameron could not get a film deal to support it. It is important culturally as the character paved the way for several more superwoman type characters.
Yet another common meaning of dark angel is the concept that it simply describes the dark side of you that succumbs to temptation. It is your shadow side that insists on not being connected to the light.

ghotic girl

Gothic Halloween costumes for teens are really popular this year, but when you take a look at some of them you will see why. The top selling gothic costumes are Gothic Witch and Mummy, Dark Angel, Gleam Girls Vampira Costume and Graveyard Fairy. Time to go costume shopping and take a look to see why these goth costumes are so popular.
Gothic Witch
This witch costume is a cute dress with a skull on the front. It comes with a black bolero jacket, it's very own witch hat and leggings. Extra accessories for the Goth Witch are a skull purse and a sparkle broom.
Gothic Mummy
This is the best girl's mummy costume! This mummy costume includes a neck wrap, a dress with an attached petticoat and a corset. The neck wrap has lots of lace hanging from it. You have got to take a look at this one.

Dark Angel
Not the white angel type? Not for Halloween, anyway! This angel costume has a halo, a whit dress with a black lace-up bodice, goth angel wings, fishnet glovettes and fishnet leggins. Add some black shoes and some make up and you've got a great costume.
Gleam Girls Vampira Costume
The darkness is her runway. This vampire disguise is a beautiful deep red with a black skirt. It also comes with a Cape collar...just the collar and neck band, but it makes quite a statement. All you need to go with this vampire costume is some black fishnets and some clunky goth shoes.

Graveyard Fairy
This grave yard Fairy costume is pink and black. You'll look great in a graveyard with a black bouquet of flowers. This costume includes a dress with a lace up bodice, detachable wings and arm gauntlets.
Accessories
There are also lots of accessories to go with these teen Halloween costumes. Spider eyelashes, a goth doll wig, a light up spider ring and a funky red and black wig. You can also find fishnet or stitched up stockings to finish your Halloween look. There is also a skull purse and a sparkle broom. Don't forget the goth make up kit!

emotion

In an interview given to Musik Magazine in 2000, Eminem comments some of his lyrics:

'Please Lord, this boy needs Jesus/Help this child, help him destroy these demons/Please send me a brand new car and a prostitute while my wife is sick in the hospital'. What I'm trying to say is we've got all these preachers going 'Jesus, Jesus! And then they're molesting kids. I'm taking stabs at crooked muthafuckers in the system. (Eminem)
Believe it or not, but Eminem feels concern for kids. He is a denonciator of our society's hypocrisy. Some people don't like it when the truth gets exposed like this. But in the end only truth matters. Eminem's words will shock you, stab you, pull away your old fashioned way of thinking : he is a commentator of our society's deseases and should be taken seriously, because he does his job very well. Between his funny and dark humored lines, Eminem has something serious to say. The theme of the perverted priest also appears in the « Role Model » video where you can see the priest caressing a young boy's knee.
Parents, you should be more worried for your kids being abused by priest than by Eminem's so called « bad influence ». Eminem won't rape your kids...
How many paedophiles priests have tried to abuse young children? How many scandals involving young kids the Vatican has been confronted to? How many scandals the Vatican is currently trying to hide?
If you check out this website, you will find out that there is an alarming number of sex affairs involving priests and children:

I've been confronted to Christian fanatics from different tendencies and I noticed that they all has something in common. While considering themselves as "saints" and calling people who didn't belong to their organizations "sinners", they were in fact perfect hypocrits. They were playing two different roles and were acting like two different persons whether they were at Church of at home. At Chuch, they were trying to hide their own dirty behavior. At home, they were swearing, disrespecting their wifes and children, hiding some dirty magazines and tapes. And of course, they considered themselves as "saved by Jesus" while other people were (you guessed it) lost.
What an hypocritical behavior!
Eminem fights against such hypocrisy. He describes things the way they are. He also expressed against Bill Clinton's hypocrisy:

« When someone says kids look up to me, I'm like 'Our president smokes weed and is getting his dick sucked and is fucking lying about it. So don't tell me shit. I'm not the fucking president. I'm a rapper and I don't want to be a role model'. I'll tell a kid, 'Look up to me as someone who's come from nothing and now has everything. Don't look up to me for being violent and doing drugs. Don't be like me.' »
Eminem's got a clear message for kids (and also for adults). Look at things the way they are. Don't try to escape from reality. Look at it in its entire uglyness and try to learn a lesson from it.
To the kids, he clearly wants to say that he's not their role model, but that they can learn from his story. Eminem encourages a lot of kids who come from poor social classes. He has shown the that they can « make it » if they are determined to.